Monday, April 6, 2020

nite chat: 4:6

ok
i don't really like tic toc
i mean
i could see watching it for the challenges
like dance challenges and stuff
or
like whatever you call it when
a bunch of people all try to do the same thing
but
like their take on it
that's fun
and probably if you follow the hashtags
then you see that stuff

also
probably
when you watch a shit ton of videos
and respond to them
eventually tic toc learns what you like
but
just watching the for you videos
for like an hour or so
i'm underwhelmed


everybody who did this was my favorite video
i cannot see me doing tic toc
even to try to build a following
but
maybe
if i think of something
who can say


today
today i want cheese
i have no cheese whatsoever
nothing
i purposely didn't get it
because it makes my joints hurt
and i won't eat a small cube of cheese
i will eat a huge hunk of cheese
i love cheese
i had eggs again with cream cheese and mushrooms
and that didn't curb my desire for cheese at all

i looked on imperfect produce
and they have goat cheese
so i'm gonna get some of that
it won't really satisfy my desire for cheese
but it's not a trigger food
and it's really good on toast
and it doesn't make my joints hurt

i've decided that it's the poke root that's causing the
negative energy in the flower essence experience
it's working really great for me
but
it is a poison after all
and i was thinking
thinning the veil energy
but
it's just poison energy
so
i'll be doing the flower essences
briefly by themselves
and then taking the poke
afterwards
i think that will lighten things up

anyway
i love youtube
and researching on youtube is what i do for fun
but this is gonna require time and thought
it's not happening tomorrow

i hope you've had a good day
i love you very much

i'm gonna go dose up
and then write a poem