nite chat: 4:15 [part 1]

ok
i didn't listen to the press briefing
but
i did get a briefing from my
end of the world friend
and
i'm considering
not listening
to any more briefings

also
my mom went on and on
about how we can go on a trip together
and
she wants, of course, to go to sanibel
which is a long fucking drive
and, also, i don't want to go on a trip with her
and, also, it is not safe to go on trips

wtf is going on
everybody is acting like
the country is opening back up tomorrow
my end of the world friend
is gleefully describing the stacks of maga corpses
that are gonna happen when everything
opens back up before the peak is even through
i'm just worried the twc
is gonna try to make me take a grocery store job
and my mother is suggesting we fly to europe

i don't want to talk to people

i'm still writing this
but i need to walk around for a minute

the only reason in texting her every day
is that i don't trust her to not be dead
not because
i want a bunch of contact