you seem good
butxt
i bet you're a little stir crazy, huh
i don't feel too stir crazy
i'm not sure why
do not eat a bunch of dried fruit
it will give you some bathroom issues
that was my biggest issue today
except the requesting payment
which
freaks me out a little
my mother was trying to text me
all through the first hour of the show
and i was trying to answer her
i end up using the microphone feature
so i don't have to type while i'm trying to pay attention
to other things
plus
i use that feature
when i'm not 100% awake
or trying to focus on what i'm remembering
or
sometimes if i'm cooking
or
any number of other things
i really like that feature
although it has it's limitations
i love you very much
i'm trying to stay in contact
i realize it's not constant contact
but
it's a lot of contact
and i feel like it's maybe not all that interesting
some of it
i mean, it's just all the things running through my head
in general
because i have constant things running through my head
and unless i just sat here and typed non-stop
i probably couldn't represent everything
but
then i've got like flow mind and that doesn't have
much, if any, thought
i just sink into the current of the
meditative moment
and disappear
i realize i'm trying to figure out
what i'm doing with myself
and
i really hope that doesn't make you feel like
that i'm not focused enough on you
i'm all kinds of focused on you
sweetness
