nite chat: 4:27

i hope you had a good day
i slept real late
i spent a bunch of time researching
well
that's not exactly right
watching book reviews
interviews, readings
4321
then
i watched true grit
[cohen bros]
and ate homemade fried rice
which was almost entirely wrong
and not just because it was made
with brown rice
but managed to be good anyway
i pulled out the majority of my
chin antennae
my chin hurts, a lot
and
somewhere in there i listened to the briefing

i wrote a little
but i'm not sure i like it
and
i got this strange idea
that frida and quetz'l are having an affair
i started writing the scene where they all meet
and there are no parties in the street
but then
it seemed like it was just them
like everybody else got the memo
no new assignments during the lock down
too much parental attention
enclosed spaces and whatnot
and then
one thing led to another
and then i'm wondering
if they are spirit guides
but not working with the same person
i shouldn't keep calling them kids
they're only kids for a while

would they be able to have contact
other than their quarterly meetings
maybe
maybe they could have contact whenever
but then why do they have meetings

to get together
so
surely they can't have direct contact
but maybe they can text
or write
or
read each other's minds
idk
and i'm not sure whether that makes it more interesting or not
i mean
maybe that's a different story
maybe it's stupid
or maybe it's a better story

idk
i'm going to think about it


last night i dreamed
i was working
and daniel i used to work with
was cleaning the kitchen floor
which we didn't have, a kitchen
he had a broom
and some kind of wax solution
and he was making side to side movements
and i was like ok
i'm gonna go clean the bathrooms

then also
i went to the movies
and they had tables and chairs
like it was a school or something
big tables
not little desks

i have a headache
and i want to try to get to bed earlier

i love you sweetheart
i'm gonna go write that poem