nite chat: 4:17

i really hate when i do that
i get myself into a frame of thought
and then
i don't want to be in that frame of thought
and then
i have a difficult time
because i'm hyper aware
and over thinking and second guessing
and whatever else

if you read that other thing
then you read it
i stand by it
i just
don't want to go there

i am thinking of

ya know what
i don't know what's wrong with me
i'm just gonna write the poem

i love you sweetheart
i hope
you have had a good evening