quotidienne: coffee + toast 4:24

hope you're doing well
i'm going to go drive my car around a little
it occurs to me that it might stop running
well that occurred to me from the beginning
but it's been some amount of time
i'm not sure exactly
since i drove it last
and
i'm not really sure how much
driving you need to do to charge the battery
probably two blocks up to the store
is not enough

so
whatever
i'm gonna do that
it's 90 degrees
which is hot, but not terrible for this time of year
i really don't want to go out though
but
for the first time since whenever i went out last
i am wearing all requisite articles of clothing
bra
panties
shirt
pants
i will be wearing shoes
but right now i'm wearing flip flops
i went to the mail box

i have been seeing other people on social media
write about their experience with this whole thing
and apparently
the sense of scattered, non-focused, unproductive malaise
is pretty common
i wonder why

i mean for really social people
i get it
but i'm not
although
in my dream last night
i started a new job
and i wasn't super happy with it
it was a big department store i think
and they had a wine dept

you are never going to work in the wine dept
they said
that is not included in the scope of your job
that's run by a different division of the company
and you don't work for them

anyway
if i don't talk to you before
i'll see you tonight
love you sweets