goodnight sweetheart good day

MAN

I REALLY want to TELL you 

ALL the STUFF 

I thought about 

TODAY 

BUT 

I'm not sure if I can 

& ANYWAY 

I want to tell you 

SOMETHING 

I have had that TUNE and I mean 

the whole song*

BUT 

the tune is SO catchy 

& my brain is doing this weird thing 

this morning I was hearing 

as TIME goes BY from casablanca in my HEAD 

& I KINDA 

heard that off and on most of the day

I SHOWERED 

washed my hair 

DROVE the CAR

I thought so MANY thoughts

& then I listened to it 

cause it was

ALREADY 

bubbling up 

& THEN it is ABSOLUTELY in there

& after LIKE maybe an HOUR I'm LIKE 

THOSE TWO are 

related

SOMEHOW 

& THEN

I started up the stairs

& my brain said 

inna godda da vida

was also related

& the THREE pieces

FORM some SORT of MUSICAL -- something 

it just seems right 

BUT 

I have no reason I can point to

JUST 

a pattern in my HEAD 

that KINDA thing

is hard to catch for some reason 

I mean for demonstration 

purposes

my brain is saying 

SYMPHONIC 

structure 

but that seems unlikely 

when I took music appreciation in college 

they had us mapping structure 

& I couldn't seem to DO THAT so I'm very skeptical 

the POINT is 

I think that's quite a lot of 

CATCHY

*the D&M collab

thoughts I thought I posted last night

I've been thinking about you all day 

I haven't been super focused 

just KINDA floating 

& then I'm thinking 

am I spacing out too much

am I NOT 

doing something 

BUT 

I'm not sure what I think I'm doing 

& I don't think this is super 

coherent 

& I still haven't listened to anything about the 

kidnapping 

BUT 

TOGETHER 

we are all america 

SO

I guess I got what I wanted 

from the superbowl 

half-time show

I watched some videos about how little sense INFJs make to normal people 

& it made me

WONDER 

I won't ask though 

because THAT might make me 

WORRY 

I'm not sure what I'm doing tomorrow 

BUT 

I'm doing something 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

thoughts

I just saw somewhere that 

carlos santana is joining 

BAD BUNNY 

at the superbowl 

& that

the shadow halftime or whatever it's called 

with kid rock is last minute cancelled 

I haven't vetted it

SO

MAYBE none of it is true 

BUT 

if it is TRUE 

that's ALL good 

I don't know much about bad bunny 

because I'm not caught up on all the younger stuff 

to be honest

I might not be able to pick kid rock out of a lineup 

BUT 

I saw santana at the TEXAS JAM

LIKE 

forty years ago 

in the astrodome 

& I mean 

I probably went to see joan Jett

BUT 

I KNEW santana 

BUT 

honestly 

the dome was filled with pot smoke

& I had never smoked

& I think I got a contact high

& it changed my relationship with 

santana's music 

it's connected to the energy flow of the universe 

or some sort of magical system

it's almost enough to 

make me want to watch the superbowl 

BUT 

I'm sure it'll be watchable separately 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 🫶 

I hope you are having a beautiful day 

goodnight sweetheart

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

I probably didn't talk enough 

I've been processing 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 

I'm going to try to sleep 

🫶

ps

she's very grown up