Thursday, March 5, 2026
Wednesday, March 4, 2026
thoughts february 4th
it's been an interesting day
that was the nicest interaction
I've ever had
with a police officer
THAT
was KINDA surreal
I worked at a coffee shop
I liked to shoot the breeze with a guy we called
BOSTON COP*
*I wasn't born a f*ckin cop
gigi's dad was a police detective
I have actually had a traumatic experience
with a cop
I've had slightly scary
I've had very unpleasant
I've had oh my god wtf
BUT
most of what I've had is
there are only so many reasons you want to do
that job
& if you started out with good ones
how'd that go
BUT
this one was
youngish
nice
& in an information gathering mode, afterall
check in february 4th
I just had
a very nice police officer
banging on my door
trying to find out
if I knew where my mom was
& if I wanted to come get her stuff
I explained
the narcissistic abuse break
how I had no place to put her stuff
& didn't really think it was appropriate for me to
take it even if I did
BUT
I did tell her
the last known whereabouts
& made sure she had
the right name
SO
THAT
was exciting
can't sleep a regular schedule
I didn't sleep
the MORE
I think about it
the MORE
I think your last one
is ACTUALLY
GENIUS
or
I've entered some new
level of reading
too much
into to
things
which we all know I'm prone to
I think
it's you are genius
I'm lucky to know you
goodnight sweetheart here's a creepy angel
I was thinking about the chariot
& I had this IDEA about
wheels within wheels
& angels
BUT
this might be too weird
Tuesday, March 3, 2026
we don't need no stinkin badges
OK
NOT medals
BADGES
if this works
it makes it KINDA a combo
of a tarot & Oracle deck
LIKE
ace -- YES!
two -- a yin yang symbol & juggling award
three -- unity & work & something I'm not sure of
four -- NO! & whatever, not sure yet
five -- MAYBE
six -- stronger together
seven -- wait & see, LOOK, crossing guard, etc
eight -- do the work
nine -- all access
ten -- YOU WON!
I think I'm doing much better
I'm going to sleep now
I didn't tell you what happened today
BUT
it was a good day
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
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