nite chat: 5:19

i don't know about today
i don't feel like
i had much brain action today
or
maybe i was just focused on different things
idk
i barely looked through twitter
and maybe that's good
i don't know what happened in the world
i seem
to be snacking instead of preparing meals
and
i'm irritating my cat like non-stop

i hope you're doing good
i am not sure how i'm doing, really

i mean
i'm fine
i'm not sick
and i don't think i'm anxious
but
i feel weird

i was going to go to sleep
like an hour ago
but
i haven't written you much of anything
and i seem to be listless in my rabbit holes
like i'm vaguely dissatisfied
but i'm not sure what about
idk

i'm just having a weird day
and i need to go to bed
so i can get up earlier
and feel more normal
sleeping til five is not good
i never feel good when i sleep that late

sorry if i've let you down today

i love you very much sweetheart
sleep well