nite chat: 5:21

i may make margaritas
maybe
but
i think i'm gonna take a break
from the shaman tincture
i have two pickles left
but i really want to drink the juice
i've already had three pickles today
i don't really want to eat the other two
but i want the pickle juice bad

i'm still collecting yellow flowered plants
mullein, it turns out, has yellow flowers
mullein has great lung affinity
and apparently makes good toilet paper leaves
so there's that

i don't have a lot really interesting to say
i watched the morning show
it was good
i'm not sure it got very good reviews
but
i thought it was well done
it dealt with a lot of stuff
in a way that it doesn't usually get dealt with
and while i'm not sure
that it didn't kind of cheat the ending
it was generally worth watching

maybe the reason it didn't get higher reviews
has something to do with that somewhat
lack luster referral

oh well

i hope you had a good day
i'm sorry i'm not contributing more
to the landscape today
or yesterday
i'm generally feeling pretty flat

i don't think there's much to be done about it
i just need to snap out of it
tht's part of why i think
maybe the margaritas
and no to the other thing

i will tell you something that i give a big thumbs up to
aside from pickles and pickle juice
devil's club tea
it is the bomb
i'm not kidding
it is so like coffee in it's happy reassurance-ness
but
not stimulating like caffeine
so it's just a nice thing to drink while you unwind
or
i've started just having a jar steeping at all times
and most mornings
well, not really mornings
but most days i actually have a big sip of cold
steeped all "night" devil's club tea
just to start things off
before i even have coffee
which i'm still having
also
i'm having to run the air conditioner now
quite a bit
because like right now
it's seventy seven degrees and humid
which is gross
and this is the coolest part of the day
if it's seventy five or six i might be able to switch it
to fan, but over that, it has to be a/c
it's just the way it is
it's set at about seventy five or six
and the ceiling fans and or standing rotational fans
they are going depending which room
but all the rooms have to have fans
well the kitchen doesn't
which is a shame
but it just doesn't lend itself to that
but
it's end of may
so it's been summer here for well over a month
and it will be
until end of october

ok
i can't focus
i'm going to publish this
and i'll come back