nite chat: 5:16

ok
so i still have a headache
but i feel different
maybe itt's just after effects
(i'm suddenly not certain whether i mean
affects or effects)
and
i'm trying it again
but
i'm not doing the protracted thing
just quick
and early to bed
because i need to get up at a reasonable time

but
you know what i will definitely say
i do not feel anxious
i'm super calm
i'm not afraid
there has been an under-lying fear
for this whole time
and that fear is gone

now
i'm a little nervous
because i just took drops
but
i'm trusting in the vegetal intelligence
i said
i'm not that comfortable with an invisible process
so, we'll see