I nite chat: 5:16

i'm up to fifteen drops
and i wouldn't say i'm not feeling anything
but
i'm not feeling much
like really
i'm not sure
if i do five more drops that makes 1 ml
which isn't a lot
but
i'm not completely sure

i am worried that you're sad
i might be misreading

i was really hoping for
at least
a big mind opening burst of raw creative energy
but i'm not feeling that

i just really want to hug you


ok
twenty drops is all i'm doing
that was over three hours and a bit though
so maybe tomorrow i start with twenty
all at once and see if that does anything
i'm just trying to be very careful

it's raining again