Friday, December 19, 2025

weird dreams

I mean the dreams last night
we're bizarre
my brother was in one
BUT 
I don't really remember 
there was something about his thumb
& a hat I think I tore stuff off of
IDK

I was moving around 
it seemed like
a campus
MAYBE 

maybe a very hippie campus
OR post apocalyptic 

there was a Volkswagen beetle 
that was being used as a 
TOILET 
& you push a button
and the waste just goes out the bottom 

I went to a class
it was in a trailer 
the front living room part was the classroom 
& the prof lived in the back

I was having trouble 
CONCENTRATING
so I went out
onto the plywood ramp out the door
to gather myself 

then I went back in
& apologized
said I had a hard time focusing right now 
& I would TRY 
& I would leave if I couldn't help being distracting 

I had heard the shower 
while I was outside 
& I asked 
someone 
sitting next to me

she sh*t her diaper 
& was cleaning up 
they said