I'm not SURE if I DID the FUN thing yesterday
I ordered tim Hortons
the egg & cheese biscuit was
really good
BUT
donuts are really too sweet
SO
I ate too many
& I think sugar doesn't really agree with me
the Boston cream
which were on special offer
we're SUPER tasty though
SO
I guess that was my fun
I spent like four hours with my mom
TODAY
& THAT wasn't fun
BUT
I DID get her to call her brokerage to make SURE I am listed as beneficiary
NOT
because I'm all that concerned that there will be anything
BUT
I don't want to have to do probate
& THEN
when she finished THAT
I was LIKE
gotta go, see ya
which might be bad optics
BUT
whatever
I'm not trying
I'm TOO
depleted from having to deal with her
to worry about whether she's at all happy with ME
don't care
not enough of an *ssh*le to abandon her
BUT
not putting on a show
NOT
pretending anything anymore
