Saturday, December 27, 2025

bits & pieces

I'm having issues 
with my BODY 
I'm trying to be kind to my knees

& I'm swinging 
WILDLY
between 

I KINDA dig the overall shape of me

& OMG I WANT to be 
SMALLER 
this is
TOO 
HEAVY -- I can't DO anything 

Oowie owie owie

I THOUGHT we
we're doing BETTER in this
CATEGORY 

SKIN CARE is knocking it OUT of the PARK

EVEN with the EXTREME picking

BUT 
WE are having TROUBLE getting her to 
TAKE the supplements 

ALL the things that WE THOUGHT 
made her FEEL BETTER 

we can't get her to do them

does she WANT to HURT MORE 

EVERYTHING she DOES 

contributes to a pattern of 

OPTING OUT of 
self care that is TOO MUCH today
& then
it's 
a BATTLE every subsequent day
UNTIL it's NOT anymore 

SOUP
seems to have taken a bit of a holiday 
DAIRY

I think I probably am low-key allergic 
BUT 
cottage cheese 
is comfort food