I've felt KINDA bad
about my avoiding jason through
this whole period
BUT
today I saw he sent me more DMs
& I LOOKED at it
BECAUSE
I KINDA
FELT
BAD
but, remember how I told him it triggered me really bad when he said
dad would have been
PROUD of my
PAINTING
yeah
MAYBE he didn't remember
OR maybe he wanted to
TRIGGER me again
because he said it again
& then he said dad lives rent free in his head
& it's LIKE
my dude, WTF
I find it hard to believe, though
that he isn't SMART enough
