I had the meeting
BUT
it wasn't exactly what I thought it was gonna be
I've got a LOT of RESEARCH to do
she just wants to b*tch and complain
she doesn't really want to
ENGAGE with REALITY
her physical therapist
says
she CAN stand
she just seems to be
AFRAID
AFRAID
she refuses to do anything except what she is made to do
& she is in charge
SO
if she tells them
NO
they can't make her
she's verbally abusive
I was having a conversation with her
you know how if you're rude to a waiter
they might spit in your food
WELL
these are PEOPLE with FEELINGS
you NEED to treat the with RESPECT and
NOT be calling them
"dumb b*tches"
when you're screaming that at me
you don't think they can ALL HEAR THAT
can you just ACT LIKE a NICE person
if they do something that hurts
can you not just SAY
that HURTS
PLEASE
do x,y,z instead of what you're doing
I ate & I was gonna go gather trash at her apartment
BUT
I think my head hurts too bad
I think I'm just going to go to sleep
get up in the morning
to do research
I'm not going to go see her tomorrow
I may watch a show to decompress
I'm not freaking out anymore
BUT
I AM a little overwhelmed
NOW
anytime I'm talking about anything to do with
REALITY, basically
she says I'm being
MEAN to her
I'm KINDA over it
she says they are
BEATING her
& MUTILATING her
show me a bruise I say
look at my butt, she says
she has been complaining LOUDLY about
constipation
they're giving her laxatives
& monday they gave her an enema
which she said had no effect
on monday night
then today she says
she had a five hour ordeal enema yesterday
she didn't have another enema
& I'm SURE they didn't spend five hours
giving her an enema on monday
she bruises very easy
she has no bruises
since she lies constantly
I don't believe her
this whole thing is likely to get
WEIRDER
before it gets better
I talked to the doctor who comes once a week
she's gonna give her a mild anti-depressant
there's an exercise session
EVERY DAY
BUT
she's been refusing to go to that
the same way she's
REFUSING
everything else
I told the activity director
that i'd REALLY
REALLY
like her to do that EVERY day
BUT
they can't MAKE her
MAN
I really wish
she would do things in her own best interest
