Tuesday, December 30, 2025

today

I'm not sure how to say
TODAY went 
I was not
extremely stressed
BUT 
I didn't get much done either

I'm irritated that my knee isn't back to normal 
I rested it yesterday 
& took an epsom salt bath
I iced it

TODAY 
I really had to push myself 
I walked over to my mom's 
took in her mail
read through it -- actionable -- important -- info

changed the light configuration 

put out a couple bags of trash

WONDERED

if she's coming back here

specifically did NOT 
START DOING any thing that would LEAD
to RESENTMENT 

walked home
trying to 
BEND more so I'm not walking STIFF 

they've been tearing up a drive through bank across the street from me
it's been closed 
for years

I'm not sure WHY they're tearing it down NOW 

I mean 
are they making them 
clear the eyesore
or do they have a tenant 

they couldn't rent out the bank

they're almost done, but it has been stressful for my cat -- if they start building sh*t -- it is gonna be HARD times for kitties 

he's KINDA clingy MENACING 
he WANTS pets
he purrs
LOUD
before you even pet him
he SEEMS like 
he WANTS 
pets

BUT he BITES 

SO
when he STARTS feeling menacing 
I push him AWAY 

he'll creep back up
when I'm not watching 
and then I move my
FOOT
& he BITES me

& I'm LIKE 
if I'm 
bleeding I MIGHT 
BEAT you

I was not bleeding 

then I zoned out
flipping through YouTube 
starting to watch things
not really watching