& NOW
I'm suddenly
ANXIOUS
that
I did something that
made you
ANXIOUS
I am trying to work my way through this
I had some weird experiences
at the hospital
I want to TELL you ABOUT
& with my mom
I don't even remember
I was SCREAMING at her
there was a lady at the hospital
it was like that guy in
OKEEMAH
I'm vasilating between
EFFICIENT in CHARGE
RAGE
& terrified
with
TINY bits
of mysticism or something