Saturday, December 6, 2025

semi coherent

I am still processing a bunch of stuff
& NOW
I'm suddenly 
ANXIOUS
that
I did something that
made you
ANXIOUS 

I am trying to work my way through this 
I had some weird experiences 
at the hospital 
I want to TELL you ABOUT 
& with my mom

I don't even remember 
I was SCREAMING at her

there was a lady at the hospital 
it was like that guy in 
OKEEMAH

I'm vasilating between
EFFICIENT in CHARGE
RAGE
& terrified
with
TINY bits
of mysticism or something