I'm MEGA processing
as it turns out
the surgeon will come by
at the hospital on Monday
& he will have a complete set of tests
SO
I guess
it's all it's all working out
I ACTUALLY had
some kinda magical moments
in the hospital yesterday
&
hospitals used to kinda trigger me
because of
joan, gran gran, and my dad
BUT
this was different
my knees still hurt
BUT
I remembered
I had a capsicum & magnesium cream
& THAT helped
I need to try to sleep
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart
goodnight
