HARD
& I MAY not have
DONE RIGHT*
*I think now that I am decompressed
I am pretty sure
BUT
not certain
I was supposed to go to lunch with my mom today to catch up on her
health information
ANYWAY
she maybe has something going on
BUT
it's HARD for me to TELL
WHAT
& HOW BAD
because
EVERYTHING she says is CRAFTED
& her "facts" don't check out
I don't WANT to detail the situation
the surgeon appointment got rescheduled
because he had a family thing
I'll give a vignette
I wanted to check her oxygen
she LOST the finger thing-y
must have rolled to the passenger side of the car
OK
WAIT
where was it before you lost it
in my purse, but I checked in my purse
-- it's definitely not in there --
OK
CHECKING purse
BAM*
*right there under that kleenex
SO
I put it on her finger
I come BACK
it's OFF
what was your oxygen
eighty eight
which isn't great
BUT
whenever she takes her oxygen, eighty eight
whenever, every time she tells her doctor
eighty eight
SO
I take it, ninety five
I take it again ninety six
eighty eight is not bad as the bottom of a range
& she MAY BE having a problem
BUT
she's ACTING like
she's WORKING me
SO
I was pretty non-performative
EMOTIONALLY
& I was for SURE a little mean
BUT
I kept hearing thanksgiving day parade
in my HEAD
& I can't tell you how it helped me
