Saturday, December 6, 2025

more thoughts on FEELS

the ANXIETY may have been triggered
by trying to log in to the marketplace 
for the insurance 
&
SOMEHOW 
screwing that up
so I couldn't 
get in
&
some other life things
that I have to DEAL with 
BUT 
that I really really intensely DON'T want to do 
&

I have this NEW thing
where I'm like
you will KNOW what you need to do
WHEN you need to do it

ALL the FEAR just UNDERMINES

KNOW that you CAN HANDLE it
the way you TOLD jason 
he didn't NEED 
to PROVE it 

if he KNEW it 

well I say to YOU NOW in the way that YOU SAID 

YOU don't need to PROVE it 
YOU NEED to 
KNOW it