Wednesday, December 10, 2025

more thoughts

alright I ate
STRESS ATE really 
I ordered a cheeseburger 
I had oatcakes and bone broth 
SO
I'm pretty light for the rest of the day
it was a good exercise 

because it made me realize 
I would have preferred 
to have
SOUP

I am loving the TOFU which is KINDA 
an experiment 
in phyto-estrogens
& plant protein 

it was supposed to have MISO TOO but it got 
TOO SALTY 
BUT 
in a TWIST 
the nutritional yeast 
has glutamine 

or glutamic acid
which is BIG UMAMI
& helps joint pain 

UNLESS 
I'm confused 
I'm too tired to cross check right now

AGAIN 
I'm not sure how coherent this is
BUT 
I'm finally getting to bed
I thought I'd say 
goodnight 
sweetheart 
I LOVE you VERY much 🫶 

this has been a hard few weeks 
NOT how I WANTED to be
spending them

this high def hard reality me
is hard to integrate
SHE wants to take over

BUT 
she's like my ironman suit

ALSO
I'm about to be fifty nine
BUT 
I don't FEEL 
ADULT 

& I can't quite explain that