I hope you are having a beautiful day
I'm freaking out a little bit
my mom
who I'm not going to SEE, but I did call
SOUNDS a little sharper
BUT
she didn't have them put her in the chair
& she had them turn off the TV
RIGHT AFTER I left
I'm LIKE
when you sleep all the time
you get loopy
& you come across as
SENILE
if you get pegged as senile
you are gonna end up
SOMEPLACE
you don't want to be
PULL it TOGETHER
I know she's depressed
not equipped to deal with living in reality
AT ALL
not doing well with the
FACING her MORTALITY
I'm LIKE
check if they have a counselor or something
failing THAT
have them take you to services tomorrow
I'm SURE they'll do THAT
She's NOT senile
she's having an existential crisis
BUT
she has to DO this
nobody can
FIX her life
for her
MAYBE
a mental hospital
would be more appropriate
BUT
I doubt that is what the social worker wants to talk to me about
I'm not feeling terrified
I don't have a good feeling about how this is going down
BUT
not terrified
