I'm going to try
dream myself
BACK
to
some semblance of me
I recognized
not going to see her tomorrow either
weather excuse
gonna try to
work on
STUFF
I'm not sure
HOW I'm doing
everything has an unsettling quality to it
Jason has been sending me things I'm not opening
I have all these feelings I can't find a name for
I feel like I haven't been very fun
for ages
& I intermittently have
I wanna dance with somebody
stuck in my HEAD
I've had a headache all day
& my knees
are stiff
& uncomfortable
which is to say
BETTER
I think
