I don't actually know
I know
I don't actually know
maybe I'm difficult for you
I am not trying to blame you for anything
but I'm not looking to apologize either
I'm off and on
having a little bit of
a psychological break
I think maybe the spinning between realities
might be a little bit of a super power
BUT
I AM NOT STABILIZED
SO
if you can help
I'd appreciate it
AND
if you cannot
FAIR ENOUGH
if I reacted to shit quickly
we wouldn't be looking at 20 years
