I just had the REALIZATION
because I thought it was
like a HUGE step forward
and I DO think it IS and all
BUT
my point was
this, what FEELS like a NEW THING
is ACTUALLY
an EXTENSION of a skill
I ALREADY had
I don't do it much anymore
because I avoid people
but it's part of
THAT THING I DO
I've just NEVER stripped out
my values AND the story
(in this case a negative one)
and given new MOTIVATION
