what I'm going to talk about
in therapy today
I feel like
I covered a lot of ground
without him
and didn't miss him at all
BUT
my theory about people doing therapy
not because it really does anything AS SUCH
but because it fulfills
intimacy needs
or rather
it DOESN'T actually
it just kind of fits in the receptors
I realize what went into my psychological break
AND
the INTENSE spinning
no compass
the NEED didn't go away
just the OUTLET
I can't talk about any of THAT
