is NOT quite accurate
I don't miss HIM so much as
I miss being a part of the conversation
YOU know what I'm talking about
I haven't been
since ya know
because I was HURT
& it takes up time
& he rubs me the WRONG way
& that's not really the universe I
want to inhabit
BUT
it's really the only way
to watch the whole thing for
something I WANT to watch develop
I assume the FEELING is real
&
I think something IMPORTANT happens
on that show if you know what I mean
