I have to THINK
there has got to be a way
to explain
what I FEEL
WHAT I'm TRYING desperately to explain
I'm NOT trying to be DIFFICULT
BUT
I just wrote a big thing
and I don't think it
was SIMPLE or even particularly
COHERENT
SO
let me try after I eat something
I had like three hours of sleep
I have a headache
I'm not at my most eloquent
in the meantime
please try to remember
anything I've done
that you liked in the past
