Sunday, January 4, 2026

utopian thoughts

I've been imagining 
a fictional world 
& I'm trying to decide 
WHAT 
I'm imagining 

it's KINDA 
WORLD building 
BUT 
it's MORE of a fairy tale 
STRUCTURE 
MAYBE 

I feel like I'm turning a corner with the knees 
I was starting to be 
a little 
depressed 

& I'm absolutely not going to try to pretend that mortality is not looking me in the face 

I am so identified with like kid energy 

which I'm saying 
& I know what 
I mean 

BUT 
WHAT!?
is with the not wanting to move
& THAT FACE in the mirror