Friday, January 2, 2026

thoughts

I'm doing better 
I went to get the check from my mom 

I didn't stay long
I don't really want to talk about 
the interaction 

I drove around 
after I paid her rent 
it's a little WARM -- I was hoping for BRISK 

BUT 
it's undeniably BEAUTIFUL so I just drove around the places I like to look at, a little 
&
NOW
I'm at the place with the malaysian fat rice
which has manga wallpaper 
which cheers me up
just from cool

I think I'm doing okay

I think I'm objectively doing better
BUT 
I don't 
FEEL like I'm doing MAYBE how I think I should be

IDK
I'm sorry to be a downer