on this day thing-y
ABOUT
how my mom USED to TELL people
& I just realize
NOT
JUST GUYS
how I was eleven
& she was thirteen when she had me
UNTIL I was
SIXTEEN
& that I was trying to EXPLAIN
that she was JUST
MAKING herself
SOUND
like a slut
BUT
I think I see NOW
she was
FLIRTING
& perhaps
TRYING to be
FUNNY
& getting a RISE out of me
I'm not sure WHY I was saying that on January 22nd 2014 or whatever
BUT
I hadn't thought about that in a while