Thursday, January 22, 2026

thoughts January 22nd

on my facebook it had one of those
on this day thing-y
ABOUT 
how my mom USED to TELL people 
& I just realize 
NOT 
JUST GUYS
how I was eleven
& she was thirteen when she had me
UNTIL I was
SIXTEEN 

& that I was trying to EXPLAIN 
that she was JUST 
MAKING herself 
SOUND
like a slut

BUT 
I think I see NOW 
she was
FLIRTING 

& perhaps 
TRYING to be
FUNNY 

& getting a RISE out of me

I'm not sure WHY I was saying that on January 22nd 2014 or whatever
BUT 

I hadn't thought about that in a while