Friday, January 9, 2026

thoughts

I changed the ink
that gray was just too much
I thought I'd try the
j. herbin rouille d'ancre

which is too light for my fine pens
I love the color & shading
BUT 
it's still 
VERY 
light

the gray cleaned out really nicely 

I don't know WHY 
this stuff is 
SO
calming to me

I need to go to sleep 
I wish I could 
be a little more fun

I am having a little trouble 
NOT 
thinking about minneapolis 
BUT 
I haven't been watching much media about it 
I'm not sure I'm hitting the right balance 
BUT 
I'm not freaking out 
SO
I'll take that as a win, at least

I got stuff I need to do tomorrow 
I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 
& I hope I can explain 
some of the new stuff 

I feel like I'm working it out
BUT 
I'm still getting the sense
that there's a lot more to everything 
than I'm seeing