I had turned off the
RINGER on my phone
SO
I didn't talk to the admitter
& this afternoon
I ALSO didn't talk to the social worker
I could call & SAY
I'm not doing anything that supports her going home -- because I don't think it's SAFE
BUT
that didn't work before
&
1) that's not what I'm DONE feels like to me
2) SHE hasn't CONTACTED me directly
3) if they are planning her release ALREADY then I'd say it's likely that there isn't anything wrong with her --
a) they kept her a week before & couldn't find anything
b) she's been in constant care since and was APPROVED to go home
c) I'd say if they can't reach me it will make them less likely to send her home
d) I keep wanting to text her and say --
JUST pretend you got your WAY
& I killed myself because I couldn't handle it
& NOW you have to deal with yourself
ANYWAY
BUT
that seems like some passive aggressive manipulation and I'm not trying to make her do anything anymore
I'm
just
DONE
