I got up
I drank coffee
I usually drink the laird maca latte
because it's instant & has all that stuff I'm trying to get in me
THEN
I'm usually switching to the coffee cherry tea
I remembered that I had three hard boiled eggs left in the refrigerator
I mashed those up
+ nutritional yeast
+ MCT c-8 instead of mayonnaise
+ the volume of an EGG of leftover TOFU cooked in the brown sauce
+ extra spicy Dijon mustard
I bought a bunch of bread
it was KINDA an assertive egg salad
BUT
OK, ya KNOW
I WALKED OVER
checked her mail & COLD-pocalypse proofed
I decided not to drive her car
BUT
I did drive MINE
the facility called me three times
& I didn't answer
I haven't listened to the voicemail yet
I need to be confident in how I'm handling it
& I'm not YET
I can't elaborate on THAT because I can't articulate what's happening
it's some kind of
HARDCORE
& I tried not to ruminate
BUT
I'm not sure how successful I was
