I went back to bed
I'm trying to
decide if I need to get dressed and go get coffee
or if I can just get ready
& then get coffee
I guess I've been awake like an hour
BUT
I'm just staggering around
BUT
I took supplements and drank a can of water
I remember when I would have demanded I go out and have fun
rather than stay in and try to get emotionally
REGULATED
as much as possible
& MAYBE
I should be going OUT
walking around
I haven't got that stuff all figured out yet
I am enjoying the room
I don't feel like
more moving sound making elements are desirable until I get to the part where
they are the ones
I am preparing for
& that
is my plan
be human
be myself
be loving to myself
recover
BUT
I also want coffee
this outfit I'm sleeping in
is a completely
covering
get up
if I were at a Hampton inn or whatever
I would throw on a jacket and
go get coffee from the
lobby
this seems like too far
which doesn't make
SENSE
