& I feel like I did pretty well
I notice
I'm still LIKE reading what I think she WANTS
at least on some level
because I'm walking out to my car
& I'm saying to myself
I'm sorry you WANT
me to act like
you are my sweet dear old mother
for that to happen
you need to have been SWEET and DEAR
whatever
I didn't react
I decided
I don't like the rouille d'ancre in that pen either
& I was LIKE
why don't you
TRY
the ink it came with
& I'm LIKE
BUT
it's all SHIMMER -Y
& it's gunk up the pen
it is the ink it CAME with
SO
I tried it
&
it's beautiful
it's a little MUCH but it's beautiful
SO
I don't know what I think about it