Wednesday, January 21, 2026

January 21st afternoon

I'm sorry 
I know this is not interesting 
BUT 
I need to talk about it 

I've been fighting to try to get them to increase her diuretics because she is hella swollen 

I have been advocating in other ways as well
BUT 
they don't seem to want to increase them
they are cutting her fluids
which ALSO works
BUT 
she doesn't 
LIKE it

SO
she's been asking for water from as many separate people as she can
SO
they can't track it
& the woman just came in to take her food orders for tomorrow 
& she's ordering double beverages for every meal

I'm LIKE 
you're on liquids restriction 

she's LIKE 
if they are REALLY monitoring it 
they won't send it

I'm LIKE 
are you REALLY trying to GAME a system that is in place for your protection 

SHE doesn't NEED to be a part of our ARGUMENT 
she says

we aren't having an argument 
I say
I'm just asking for clarification 

YOU don't NEED clarification 
she says

SO
I pack up my stuff 
SAY
I'm not coming tomorrow 
& WALK OUT 

NOW
MAYBE 
this makes me look psychotic to the dietician 
which I'm SORRY if it made her
UNCOMFORTABLE 
BUT 

WHATEVER 

MAYBE 
someone will
RESCUE her from ME 

I wasn't planning on going tomorrow anyway 
I WAS planning on going 
FRIDAY 

BUT 
I'm rethinking THAT 

C*NTY McC*NTFACE is a C*NT