Sunday, January 18, 2026

thoughts Sunday January 18th

I maybe had TOO MUCH caffeine 
regardless
I had
ANXIETY 

not extreme 
BUT 
I'm not stressing about all the
THINGS

I want to be on top of
it's a fair number of moving parts

& I'm not stressing about it 
BUT 
I think some
ANXIETY 
just, ya KNOW, bubbled UP 

I watched little pieces
some skin care
some fountain pen 

SOMETHING else -- I can't remember 

BUT 
if it gets where I'm not paying attention 
I SWITCH it 

& I'm switching a fair amount 

I haven't needed to take ibuprofen for my knee

I'm taking chlorella 
STILL 
or AGAIN, since I missed a DAY

& I stopped taking the
VEGAN omega3 & astaxthin 
SO
I need to get THAT back up & running 

I saw a thing
MICHELLE Obama
is maybe 
running for president 

& I have FEELS about it 
whether it's true 
or not

I don't like the dynasty vibe
I don't LIKE 
that he didn't walk any of it 
BACK 

after 
W

I LIKE
HER

I liked them, I like him

& I guess it got me thinking about 
the way THINGS have been 
GOING 
&
she GAVE him 
HER nobel prize

& I guess that's part of what brought about
something about guantanamo bay and something bout all these cows 

I'm trying to find 
the balance 
where I'm NOT freaking out 

AM I supposed to let myself FEEL 
ANY of what's going on 
I'm NOT SURE if I 
REALLY do
that I can 
HANDLE it