apparently
there was a big electrical job
happening at my apartment complex
there wasn't any notification
BUT
they needed me to move my car at like
nine in the am & then
I had no electricity
SO
I went back to bed
I kinda floated through today too
& I felt different today than yesterday
I don't REALLY know
SOMETHING
that I feel like I should KNOW
& then I DO KNOW something else
I still need to
separate myself from
some sort of
SOMETHING
that I consider that doesn't come from me
I don't think that is terribly coherent
I'm having trouble
ISOLATING it
& articulating it
I DO feel CALMER
