Thursday, July 30, 2020

nite chat: 7:29

i'm having trouble focusing
and
i'm irritable
those aren't good things

i didn't make margaritas
i'm just drinking iced tea

i'm restless
i might need to go for a walk or something
i don't mean now
i just mean
like ever, ya know
i don't feel like it's ever safe to go out

i had this thought
about worlds
like in mayan mythology
and probably other cultures too
but
i'm pretty sure the stuff i read was mayan
and i don't remember details
but
conceptually
there's like the first creation story
and then there's like four more
and the situation is different every time
and
it never made sense tome before
but
somehow
now it seems very reasonable
humans rise
humans kill themselves off
humans have to be created again

maybe that's goin somewhere
not sure