so
i guess i'm going to talk about houses
idk why i'm fixated on them right now
but i do tend to cycle through that
so
i don't necessarily feel comfortable in big spaces
i tend to want things to be like
filled up
and that doesn't work well in big places
they tend to feel uncomfortably empty
not cozy
then again
i'm a little claustrophobic
so idk how happy i'd be in a very small space
so
if i'm just on some land somewhere
and i accept that i probably am not competent
to build a house
then
maybe this works for me
i'd need them to take out the media stand though
because i need the space for my furniture
and i have no intention of buying a big screen tv
i like the vaguely san francisco-y bay window action
i like the wrap around cabinets in the kitchen
i'm not wild about the kitchen, generally
and i'm not crazy about the bathroom
but that area in front of the wrap around cabinets
by the windows
i feel like i would set up my table there
and spend a lot of time there
it has a cafe feel that i like
the bedroom is very small
but again with the cool windows
and the storage
and
it has the two lofts
so one could be an office-y work area
and/or
it could be left open
for stretching and dancing and whatnot
and the back loft
could be like an attic
so
i mean
i feel like it would meet my needs
no porch though
but
these bigger houses
i love the master bedroom!
the windows!
i love the master bathroom!
i like the living room a lot
but the kitchen
not so much
it feels like there's too much going on
in the front room
it feels like a tiny house kitchen made large
and seventeen hundred sq ft
seems enormous
enormous
but
i could see it being workable
maybe the two extra bedrooms
could be converted into usable work space
i won't go into the fantasy of that
it's a nice house
it's kinda hideous from the outside
whereas that tiny house is actively cute
but there is a porch on the house
kinda narrow, but probably good enough, ya know
and that tiny house has no porch at all
but then
this one is even bigger
a little over two thousand sq ft
and i don't love the living room
and i don't like the bedroom
or all the other bedrooms and bathrooms
it's just too too much
but
the master bathroom
i like
and the closet being through the bathroom
also like-- i think
but
the kitchen is like a dream
i love it
and the big area for the table
at the end of the kitchen with all the windows
it's so beautiful, so like right out of a dream
and
the master bedroom is located separately
so the other bedrooms could be used for something
they just seem weird
the second house is less expensive
and how much time do i spend sleeping, really
but i love that crazy semi moroccan looking tile
and those beautiful windows
but
i love the kitchen
but
that house, in addition to being
hideous
straight up looks like a trailer
which might ot might not be a problem
depending
but then i see this
it's so clean and bright
the kitchen is pretty
the bathroom is beautiful
the windows in the bedroom are beautiful
it has a porch
but
there's not a lot of storage
i don't know how practical it is
but it's really really beautiful
and
i'm afraid to ask what happens
when he gets a million subscribers
i can only assume i'm supposed to
think it's a nude house tour
i like him
that is how i think people talk
the things he says
the way he expresses things
seems exactly how i think
like my internal comfort level
so
idk if that's something you want to know
but
when i realized he was from texas
i'm like
of course he is
i think he's up near dallas though
i think it's hysterical
the does he come with the house thing
