I get in this WHOLE cycle with it
I drove it a LOT last time
BUT
that was when I went to IKEA I think
have I driven it since THEN
I don't THINK so
SO
in addition to the
REGULAR
aversion to leaving the house
&
will the old car
BACK up OK
& etc.
there's the
WILL it START
& I don't KNOW why this
ADDS on
BUT
for SOME reason it DOES
RIGHT now
there is
SO MUCH
RESISTANCE
BUT
it's gonna rain
& tomorrow and friday
I'm gonna be with my mom
she has a cardiologist appointment tomorrow
I'm trying to decide if I need to get dressed
OR
JUST get in the car dressed in the sh*t I'm wearing around the house
I the STRUGGLE
MAY be
RIDICULOUS
BUT
it IS
REAL
