Thursday, June 19, 2025

YEAH
I MAY have traumatized him

he responded back 
SOMETHING like 

I just wanted him to know you
because you are one of my
HEROES 

I'm like 
I don't understand why I would be 
one of your heroes 
& I'm not saying 
I have any
objection
to getting to know him

BUT 
I'm sure I told you when I visited in 2007
how burnt out from it I was
& how I had just 
NOT gone BACK from a leave of absence 

& ANYWAY 
I'm sure I never told you I liked it

I'm not trying to be difficult or rude
I just don't want to avoid 
responding to protect
EVERYONE else 
anymore