IDEA
that I'm not forgiving
that I'm
BITTER
I'm concerned that
YOU
FEEL that way
MAYBE
SO
I've been giving it
SOME THOUGHT
I'm NOT
I don't THINK
HOLDING a grudge
I AM
PRONE
to grudge holding
BUT
I've done a lot of
WORK
on it
I pretty much
NEVER
think about Deborah in my day to day life
I DON'T
wish her harm
BUT
I SEE
NO REASON to
have ANY
CONTACT
I think she was just being herself
and I THOUGHT she treated
ME bad
BECAUSE I was the
REDHEADED step-child
BUT
dad wouldn't let her spank me or hit me at ALL
& she REALLY resented THAT
AND
I felt like she made up for it with jason
I was afraid he was gonna have brain damage
from the number of times
she HIT him
in the HEAD
SO
I MEAN
I don't NEED to work with her to
BUILD some BETTER future
she's a BAD person
by MANY different metrics
& she's NOT someone
I would associate
with
if I weren't RELATED to her
& GUESS what
I'm NOT
I understand that she's jason's
MOTHER
SO
HE
has a different
EQUATION
if I had a kid
I don't think I would want them to know my mom
I FOR SURE
would NOT allow them to be around her
UNSUPERVISED
the fact that jason has solved his equation
by re-writing his history
is within his rights to
DO
BUT
I DON'T
ENDORCE
THAT
