Tuesday, June 17, 2025

my brain is 
doing something weird 
LIKE 
earlier 
I had in my HEAD 
again & again 

walking through glass

BUT 
I just NOW thought 
he's maybe 
worried about me
OR
MAYBE 
that's wrong 
I DID think it BUT then FORGOT 

I'm a little 
OVERLOADED, honestly 

MAYBE 
I thought I was worried about ME 
OR
JUST KINDA 

snuck in there
SOMETIMES that song
TIES me to the TIME
right after my father died
& maybe
a dream too

SOMETHING about
crawling through glass to SEE my dad in the
NAIL SALON 

THAT image
POPS up
haunts me, maybe
& when it does
I get that
SONG

you're SO woven IN to the
FABRIC of my SOUL 
that it's LIKE 

you go backwards and forwards in time 
I guess I'm back to
QUANTUM portal

I'm not even sure I'm making sense 

I LOVE you VERY much sweetheart 💋
I need to sleep 🫶🫶🫶
I'm gonna FOCUS 
on my vibration
TRY
to
pull my brain 
TOGETHER 
👾🫚🍀❤️🔥