Wednesday, June 18, 2025

there are just a LOT of variables 
BUT 
I feel like I'm 
getting it together 
lift bridge hotel booked

as far as my dad
WELL 
I KNOW 
you're all tied into my daddy issues 
& although I am aware of
SOME of my
BAGGAGE 
I'm probably NOT AWARE of ALL of it 

& SO
I'm thinking about it 
BECAUSE 

although you ARE a person in your OWN right
with all that that entails 

you ALSO have
a LOT of 
STUFF 
ATTACHED to you

BECAUSE 

& THIS 
is everyday human stuff 
that just isn't acknowledged generally 

I'm WORKING on my 
STUFF through
YOU 
&
I don't feel 
GREAT 
about that

SO
I'm all TRYING to be 
mindful & demure
& THAT 

MAYBE 
doesn't really 
WORK 
for me

+ I'm not SURE that I'm 
COOKED ENOUGH 
in the
NEW 
CONSCIOUSNESSES 

& STUFF, ya KNOW 

it's JUST a LOT sometimes 

I DON'T come from a background of understanding and support 
& I don't KNOW 
ANYTHING 

& STUFF 

& I just keep thinking about the line

your parents really messed you up
& WONDERING 
WHAT
THAT was ABOUT 

blah blah blah

I hope you are having a beautiful day sweetheart 🫶 🫶 🫶