Thursday, June 19, 2025

I FEEL 
like I'm in DANGER 
I am NOT 
doing as well as I was BEFORE 
which is WHY 
I don't FEEL comfortable 
interacting with him

MAYBE that
HERO thing is true 
BUT 
it 
FEELS 
manipulative to ME 

is that unfair, do you think?

I MEAN 
the one thing he actually 
SEEMS to KNOW 
ABOUT me 
is that I worked for Starbucks 
& DAD was proud of THAT 

F*CK

OH
and he ENDED with

...BUT that's FINE 

SEE DAD
he could be really supportive and sweet
BUT 
he had this
MEAN edge
that would f*CKing CUT you

ONE time, just for example

he snacked on 
MEOW mix
at gran gran's to FREAK her OUT 
& THEN

he's LIKE 
YEAH 
it's AS GOOD as 
ANYTHING 
YOU 
EVER 
COOKED

you can SAY I suck
if you WANT 
I'm a BAD sister 

BUT 
the WAY we
BEGIN

does NOT START with
telling me 
THAT
OH
WELL 
I'M just ruining 
EVERYTHING 
by having
BOUNDARIES