Friday, June 20, 2025

the thing that REALLY makes me 
ANGRY
is
if he REALLY WANTED 
me & the kid
to have
a relationship 

we could have been FaceTime in
he could have set up
SOMETHING 
that
WORKED for everybody 

there are SO many ways
& I could have 
PUSHED
BUT 

I'm not the one who
WANTS it

I haven't kept in good communication with 
my niece, BUT I guess I've done okay 

I don't have 
HUGE reserves
& I spend them on
YOU, mostly 

NOW
he's trying to make it 
some sh*t
I'M DOING 
& THAT
is bullsh*t

I AM UPSET 
BUT 
THIS has ACCOMPLISHED 

ZERO

& the fact that I'm 
SO SMART
BUT 
the ONLY thing that we could 
POSSIBLY connect over
is f*CKing Starbucks 
where he doesn't 
EVEN really want him to work
he just thought we
COULD CONNECT about it

JUST shows
HOW 
SHALLOW 
his understanding of ME is

BUT 
he didn't MEAN to upset me
LOVE
your brother 

MAKES me
WANT to 
F*CK sh*t UP

BEFORE 
I felt guilty 
BUT 
NOW I feel 

VENGEFUL 

THAT is probably NOT good