Thursday, June 26, 2025

I'm NOT 
TRYING to be 
SCARY or difficult 
& I'm not 
TRYING to be 
WEIRD 

BUT 
I think that
HOW 
I naturally AM

MAYBE 
READS
all those things 

I'm EVOLVING as FAST as I CAN

I'm NOT apologizing for BEING anything 

I'm ONLY willing to 
APOLOGIZE for 
BEHAVIOR 
NOT 
MYSELF 

BUT 
I don't understand 
ALL the subtle
STUFF 
you might except me to

please don't just decide to 
WAIT until I'm doing whatever it is RIGHT, ya KNOW 

I'm learning on the fly
& I don't process 
quick

which is much more noticeable in person 

I can't explain WHY 
SOMETIMES 
everything is clear for centuries 
SOMETIMES 
something relatively simple 
doesn't get
THROUGH